I finally got to visit my husband after a year and got to spend 11 wonderful days with him. But I go a little crazy on the last day.. everytime i visit him. I get so upset that my visit is coming to an end and get so emotional and end up arguing with him - which i know makes no sense. I was so excited to see him and loved every second we spent together! I felt so blessed that my job booked us a hotel for our anniversary - it was such a great experience. But like usual i ruin the last moments by getting so emotional and basically crying from the night before until i leave. Thank God my husband always expects it, wishes it doesn't happen, but expects it and deals with it. I just hate what this process is doing to me... literally making me lose my mind!
I feel like i get worse for a couple weeks after seeing him, but it is because i miss him so much and realize how great he is when i see him and how much he takes care of me. And to realize I have to come back to the USA to do EVERYTHING all on my own again and deal with the everyday stress of bills, home responsibilities.. plus issues with my kids. I just want him back to help me again. And i freak out every time instead of just accepting that this is where we are at this point of time and to be positive and enjoy our final moments together before my departure from Colombia. Sleeping alone last night was horrible!!!
I just want him home now!
3/6/09 Married (husband lived here for over 15 years - ewi)
9/10/09 I-130 interview & approved
3/17/10 husband returned to Colombia (court approved voluntary departure)
5/12/2010 file at nvc. paid aos & visa fees
11/2/10 visa appt at Bogota - denied
11/23/10 waiver appt
12/9/10 waiver received at Panama & real waiting begins
8/11/11 waiver denied