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i have no doughts about what im feeling i LOVE CARLOS to death he is my everything my better half... i took a long deep look at everthing in my past and for one thing im sure of is that he was and is the best thing that has happend to me in a long time..Yes we may have our up and downs but that does not mean that i need to throw in the towel everytime something does not go MY way .. I need to realize and understand that the world does not revolve around me and only me ..In order for a marrige or
well today is one of those days ..im sick and tired of all this meds!!!!! i wish i can be like it used to be before i got sick...hubby is coming around i guess we took a drive to Lake tahoe and it was amazing but i feel that im worth less not cuase he says anything to me but i feel since i cant be or do the things i used due before on my own with out the assitance of someone i feel useless.. i know that some where in the future it will be better not completly but some what better..
Its one of those days that i feel like crap... is it just me or what .. i dont know were my marrige is going every day is different there is days that i feel like i want to just give up but than there are the good days... omg please give me the strength to keep my family united