frustrating, frustrating, frustrating

[sdeb]

Okay, so today I took my son (diagnosed with ASD) for more tests. Oh so sad, poor thing got three tubes of blood drawn. I felt like a bad mother. And on top of everything, still no new appointment for my husband. Is it me or what? Just bad luck lurks me. THe other day I was so out of it and wasn't concentrating. . .car wreck. I hit another car, I ran a red light. I can't concentrate, I can't even remember things. Then on top of that right? the bathroom is getting remodeled. Is 3750 a good price for just labor? I think I;m being cheated??? I think im gonna give up and just move to mexico and just take it up. What else can happen? At least there I will be with my husband. Right?

One good thing is I got a new lawyer (pro bono, I think). All I need is for him to charge me a fortune too.

Am I crazy? I do have another appointment with my doctor next week.

ooooooooooooooooooo what do i expect next?

I am at the end of my rope. .. ............

[ictomi]

Your not crazy, or a bad mother... Sorry to hear about your run of bad luck but everything will get better, eventually. Hang in there everything will turn out to be just fine.

[mz.n]

*hugs*

[MARIPLAY]

so sorry to hear that you are not doing so good.. and no you are not a bad mother ...because you are actually taking care of your kids..

just remain calm and wait for answers from your doctors,

i hope you are feeling better.

[JMRJ]

My chest is tight reading the troubles you are suffering right now. I know it is easier said than done but try your best not to give up yet. I saw your timeline, you've already travelled so far. So don't stop walking yet. Even when you feel like fate is playing games with you, keep fighting as much as you can.

The following paragraphs are not my own words, but they are very powerful and I want to motivate you so I can at least give you some light because you are stuck right now in the darkness:

"I have always told myself "I never want to look back on my life and regret having had the opportunity to do something yet did not do it".

Life is an adventure to those who dare to take the challenge. Grab on to it. Hang on with all your might. It will take you to limitless places. The words "I cannot" are stumbling blocks. They are a demons that must be eradicated. Do not be afraid to try something new, even if you make mistakes while doing it. Mistakes are how we learn. This is how we can face life head on. Do not be afraid to cry, either for happiness or sorrow. That is what tears are for.

I have often heard people say "I want to go out into the world and find myself". Some people spend their entire lives trying to "find" themselves. In order to truly find yourself, you need to look deep inside. To succeed in this wretched world you need to know yourself. Once you have mastered that then you will find yourself much happier. Understand your mind. It is yours. Take command of it."

[mamacita]

My chest is tight reading the troubles you are suffering right now. I know it is easier said than done but try your best not to give up yet. I saw your timeline, you've already travelled so far. So don't stop walking yet. Even when you feel like fate is playing games with you, keep fighting as much as you can.

The following paragraphs are not my own words, but they are very powerful and I want to motivate you so I can at least give you some light because you are stuck right now in the darkness:

"I have always told myself "I never want to look back on my life and regret having had the opportunity to do something yet did not do it".

Life is an adventure to those who dare to take the challenge. Grab on to it. Hang on with all your might. It will take you to limitless places. The words "I cannot" are stumbling blocks. They are a demons that must be eradicated. Do not be afraid to try something new, even if you make mistakes while doing it. Mistakes are how we learn. This is how we can face life head on. Do not be afraid to cry, either for happiness or sorrow. That is what tears are for.

I have often heard people say "I want to go out into the world and find myself". Some people spend their entire lives trying to "find" themselves. In order to truly find yourself, you need to look deep inside. To succeed in this wretched world you need to know yourself. Once you have mastered that then you will find yourself much happier. Understand your mind. It is yours. Take command of it."


THANKS SO MUCH AS I REALLY NEEDED THIS WITH GOING THROUGH THIS UPCOMMING CANCER SURGERY MY DAUGHTER IS HAVING AND MY HUSBAND BEING GONE ALMOST 14 MONTHS!

THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH,,,,,,HAPPY THANKSGIVING TOO!:D

MAMACITA:thumbup:

[sdeb]

Thank you all for your words.

[JMRJ]

Happy Thanksgiving, mamacita. You are the first one who greeted me that. You are sooo strong going through this process and I admire you for that. Really.

sdeb, trials can be a great teacher or a great discourager, face your difficulties squarely. Later on those baby steps will reward you and get you there...