Hubby Leaves this week

[JamieNickole]

Ahh Im feeling so stressed right now.. Hubby leaves sunday to head back to el salvador for his interview on the 30th :(
ive tried preapring myself the best i can for this but right now im feeling so many different emotions.. I cant beleive this time next week I will be on my own, and he will be in another country with all his family
Im really worried.. I dont have anyone here to help me deal with the seperation.. I dont have parents, dads never been involved in my life... Mom passed away in 05 to cancer... I do have an aunt and uncle that live an hour and half away.. My brothers all live in other states...
And this whole process has really made me realize how much i miss my mom. And how 2 of my brothers dpend on me for so much and sucker me into helping them out fincially they leave me feeling horible until i help them.. THen when I ask them for help they dont even help me.. Im done no more money to them.. im gonig to start asking for my money back... I really want to tell him how much theyve hurt me... but dont want to make our realtionship worse.. But then again they didnt come for my highschool or 1st college graduation... and didnt even make it to my wedding...
Writing my HSl brought back so many different emotions and has really made me realize how much ive been through for only being 23.
god please give me the strength to get through this..
I still have a worry in the back on my mind that thye will find something and tell us hes not elgiable for the waiver.. Which is should have no probluem with being elgiable as he only entered 1 time no crimal activity..
Sorry to vent im just really stressed and worried, and want to spend time with hubby but have to work :( and have school :( I think im going to ditch class thur..
Everyone please keep us in your prayers as we will be keeping everyone in our prayers too.
Friday we have our final apt with our lawyer to pick up our waiver and hubby will fly out Sunday early.. then his 1st interview is the 30th.. and we should be able to submit his wavier in san salvador on the 12th of nov...

[SUballe]

My thoughts are with you. I am sure this is a very emotional time for you and it is hard when you don't have a lot of support.
Take care and hang in there! I know that is so much easier said than done but think of all the positive things that can come out of this and keep going......

[tropical]

Remember we are here for you. I know it will be difficult without family around, but hopefully it will be a quick answer for you and your husband. You are not alone, a lot of us are here for you.

It will all be much better once he returns with a visa in his passport!

[luisymary]

Hey Girl, I know what u are going through right now it sucks but you have to remmember he is onlky going because he HAS to. I miss my husband so much and he has been gone only 2 months Wendesday but it feels as if hes been gone a year allready. My cell phone bill this month was 600.00 because we talk all the tme but to me ot os worht going without other things to be able to hear his voice and have him tell me it will be alright. Hang in there I think the hardest part will be when he actually turns away to go into his flight that was when I tried to lay down and die but lucky for me I did have my best friend there to keep me standing and walking out the door. He will be home before you know it. This part (the medical and interviews) goes quickly and he should be able to turn in his waiver the same day as his second interview if hehas the money on him. At least thats what they told Luis but we didnt have the money that day so he had to wait until the next week to turn his in.
I am thinking of you and praying for you girl. Remmember to you get to go see him for Christmas.

[JamieNickole]

I know
im trying to stay positive.. Im very lucky to have all you here with me... And xmas is only 2 months away so i can make it until then...
I guess this week has just gotten me down because i want to be able to spend time with him but so does everyone else.. that i have to share him :(
Well hopefully he will be able to turn in the waiver that day then.. Because he will have the money on him.. and that will put us a week ahead..
The good thing is it doesnt take long for dhs to recieve there waivers :)
Im taking him to the airport by myself.. so hopefully ill be able to manage...
Thanks for the support..
Im here for you too you know that

[Vanessa922]

Be positive Jamie! Everything will work out just find, and remember you get to see him this Christmas. And he'll be back home before you know it.

[simply-heartfelt]

Best of luck Jamie!!!

[tropical]

I'm sad with you, but excited to know he will be coming back or back already by the time we're leaving! You will be all done...I can't believe it's been two months for luisymary, hopefully at least a third of the way there already.

[chalakita]

Best wishes Jamie!

[Netter-Poo]

Wishing you lots of luck, you seem like a very strong person, no worries, be happy!

[salvimami]

Hey Jaime, hang in there!! you have us & just like we talked keep yourself busy. i do feel you because i will be the same as you & the other girls that have their loved one in another country its hard & a day will feel like forever. once your hubby is approved you will be giving us support ;) & about your brother i say you do get all your money back & just learn to say no hehe its better that way because they will continue to do that with you.

[Mariposa1223]

Good Luck Jamie I will be thinking of you and your husband and hoping that everything goes ok for you guys. I wish you both the best of luck. Just keep your head up and remember that you will be there for Christmas.