Auntlily
04-01-2008, 03:25 PM
Ok girls! The nerves are finally setting in! Yesterday after work I did laundry (3 loads), went to my parents to have dinner, went to walmart to buy more toner for our printer, got home at around 11:30 and put away laundry, printed more pictures for evidence, made sure I packed EVERYTHING, got papers and stuff together. :pullinghair: <---this is how I feel right now!!!
I am soooo nervous and scared that I'll forget something and remember when I get to CDJ. I'm excited yet nervous. Last night I was so stressed I even had a small,tiny, itsy bitsy, fight with hubby about something so stupid!! Anyhow, I didn't end up going to bed until 1:30 am! And I had to get up again at 6 am to come to work. I am feeling super duper sleepy and stressed. Well, I guess in a couple of weeks when we are back home, it will all seem petty and like a nightmare. Now the only thing to do today is..take our daughter (she's a chihuahua) Bonnie to my mom's, take our 3 hamsters to my little BIL's house, and take our luggage to hubby in Mexico so I wont have to haul it around tomorrow. My momma is going to drive me to the Bridge and I'll just walk across!! ayyy! The waterworks are coming. I don't know why I am so emotional. Last night when I went over to my parents, my dad kissed me on my cheek and asked for Esteban, I almost lost it. Whenever my dad does anything sentimental, I try so hard not to cry. I have always felt that he is my SUPERMAN, like anything he does or says I'll be alright. I felt really bad for my dad when all this nightmare began, He was super attached to Esteban. Him and my dad were fishing buddies, and they were in a band together and could pretty much relate to anything. My dad loves him like a son. Anyhow, when Esteban was denied entry to the US last year, my dad cried soooooo much. He said he felt like a son had died. :( anyhow, now he says that he is excited to hear the good news next week that Esteban will be coming home. I just pray to my Lord that this will happen.
Oh and I want to thank everyone on here for being sooooooo special and awesome and caring. You know, yesterday I was talking to my mom and was telling her that NO ONE knows what my husband and I are going through except for YOU ALL. I'm ashamed that not even my brother and sister, care enough. They haven't even offered any help or anything! But I know that they don't even begin to imagine what my life right now is like. But atleast I have you guys! Thanks again!
Ok, I just realized I am venting and ranting. So before I go any further, I'll stop here.
Chicas, and dudes!! Please please please!! Pray for me and wish me well!! I need all the good vibes, love, and happy thoughts!! I'll still be on tomorrow in the morning. But I'm off in the afternoon to Monterrey, hopefully I'll meet Amy & Carlos..and Thursday we're off to CDJ!! <--so surreal!
It's been a Very long year, full of tears, laughs, fears but nonetheless they're OUR memories! I'll never forget.
I LOVE YOU I2US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :yay2:Juarez here we COME!!!
I am soooo nervous and scared that I'll forget something and remember when I get to CDJ. I'm excited yet nervous. Last night I was so stressed I even had a small,tiny, itsy bitsy, fight with hubby about something so stupid!! Anyhow, I didn't end up going to bed until 1:30 am! And I had to get up again at 6 am to come to work. I am feeling super duper sleepy and stressed. Well, I guess in a couple of weeks when we are back home, it will all seem petty and like a nightmare. Now the only thing to do today is..take our daughter (she's a chihuahua) Bonnie to my mom's, take our 3 hamsters to my little BIL's house, and take our luggage to hubby in Mexico so I wont have to haul it around tomorrow. My momma is going to drive me to the Bridge and I'll just walk across!! ayyy! The waterworks are coming. I don't know why I am so emotional. Last night when I went over to my parents, my dad kissed me on my cheek and asked for Esteban, I almost lost it. Whenever my dad does anything sentimental, I try so hard not to cry. I have always felt that he is my SUPERMAN, like anything he does or says I'll be alright. I felt really bad for my dad when all this nightmare began, He was super attached to Esteban. Him and my dad were fishing buddies, and they were in a band together and could pretty much relate to anything. My dad loves him like a son. Anyhow, when Esteban was denied entry to the US last year, my dad cried soooooo much. He said he felt like a son had died. :( anyhow, now he says that he is excited to hear the good news next week that Esteban will be coming home. I just pray to my Lord that this will happen.
Oh and I want to thank everyone on here for being sooooooo special and awesome and caring. You know, yesterday I was talking to my mom and was telling her that NO ONE knows what my husband and I are going through except for YOU ALL. I'm ashamed that not even my brother and sister, care enough. They haven't even offered any help or anything! But I know that they don't even begin to imagine what my life right now is like. But atleast I have you guys! Thanks again!
Ok, I just realized I am venting and ranting. So before I go any further, I'll stop here.
Chicas, and dudes!! Please please please!! Pray for me and wish me well!! I need all the good vibes, love, and happy thoughts!! I'll still be on tomorrow in the morning. But I'm off in the afternoon to Monterrey, hopefully I'll meet Amy & Carlos..and Thursday we're off to CDJ!! <--so surreal!
It's been a Very long year, full of tears, laughs, fears but nonetheless they're OUR memories! I'll never forget.
I LOVE YOU I2US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :yay2:Juarez here we COME!!!